My eating habits are out of control. So out of control that my acne has come back. I don’t want to exercise anymore and I just wanna cry at the fact that I’ve been trying so hard this summer, and yet, I see no progress, and now this. I’m really fucking mad. Even the little joking comments from my family has started to get on my case. I’m really really just so mad and disappointed and a mixture of feelings combined.
Scrolling down through my dashboard, computer freezes and parents or brothers conveniently walk in.
I’m just like:
Oh, okay, guys. This isn’t what it looks like.
… with a 2 day break in between. Got a shot and went down with a cold and stuff just went downhill from there. Picked it back up today with day 3. As usual, it was pretty tiresome, cardio recovery tomorrow. I’d like to say that i’m pretty disappointed in the fact that I take a million breaks in between exercises… Gotta work on improving that.
Plyometric fucking Cardio Circuit. This was honestly really hard, i’m sore right off the bat and I was sweating even before we started the circuits. I’m probably going to have a hard time doing Day 3 tomorrow, but i’m motivated. Let’s do this!
I have to say, after nearly a month of saying that I would start this program, I finally did! Day 1 was hard, those suicide jumps and friggin Push Up Jacks nearly killed me. My results for Fit Test Day 1 are below:
I also have to add, I did try as hard as possible without entirely killing my knees. Over all lovely day! Oh, and a side note, finally broke through and am now back on track!
“Okay, so they’re supposed to win. They’ve got the blue-chip recruits, the charter plane and the championship banners lining their gold-plated rafters. But no matter how big their legacy is, it can’t put on a uniform and play.”
“Tournament victories are not decided by nostalgia, tradition, or oddsmakers. They’re decided by hard work, hunger and heart. And in the best moments, they’re decided by people named “Who?” from “Where?” who leave powerhouses asking themselves “What the hell just happened?”
“We’re talking to you, Cinderellas. On paper you’re not supposed to win. But paper isn’t playing. You are.”
—Powerade Ad
03/19/2012 Issue of Sports Illustrated
So, over the past month or so, I’ve noticed straight of the bat that I’ve literally been doing the same routine over and over. My progress, or if I can even call that progress…, has slowed down and I fear it’s because of the monotony of my exercises. Therefore, I made it the rest of my August goal to break it! Posting list of ‘goals’ or rather, ways, I plan to incorporate new stuff into my routine!
Let me tell you guys something about me, I’m the type of person who doesn’t let much get to her, an when i do, it drives me nuts. Why am I writing about this is a healthy lifestyle blog? Because, the cure I have found to cheer me up is running. I love it to death. Every time I am sad, or just plain irritated, all I do is lace up my shoes and go for a run and BAM, I feel instantly refreshed. I guess you can say running at first was hell for me, now it’s my favorite activity to clear my mind.
I’m really sorry about this irrelevant post, but I’m seriously freaking out right now. Ive been trying to start soccer and came upon Ayso, so I tried my luck inferring about it and also asked my parents and they said yes. Anyways, I just got the email saying that I could potentially be still registered in the GU-19 group. Now, here’s my worry. I have never played in a team before and I fear dragging down an entire team. To make matters much worst, the registration is tomorrow, and the coach is my highschool coach from my school. I’m seriously just freaking out because I’m so scared to start.
